Saturday 7 January 2012 21:39
Cheesy new start!
Yes, I'm starting again. Starting anew :)
It's probably because of the new year, but I've been looking back immensely on the past 6 months and I have to say, I'm pretty disappointed with myself then.
I was mean. I was selfish. I was arrogant.
Disgusting, right? I know.
For those 6 months, I convinced myself that I was being honest (true what. I didn't lie, haha) and I eventually became...sad? Unhappy? Ungrateful? Yeah, like that.
And I'm sure I hurt a few people and myself in the process. Not something I'm proud of :/
/self-loathing
Things are better for me now, Alhamdulillah. I guess something about those 3 weeks with my parents in Singapore really...did something. I have no idea what, but something happened. Something changed. I can feel it, I really can, but I don't know what it is.
I'm...happy....? Like that lah~
I shall stay honest, but I'll do it differently this time.
In other news, semester starts tomorrow and there are so many things I want to share (but don't want to do it selajur because it would make me look jobless. HA!)
So welcome all and I'll see you soon :)
♥ Lina
21:39
Saturday 7 January 2012
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